Say Good bye to old job and say hello here i come to my new job!

Time flies, today is Friday. Off on Sat, Sun to work as it will be my last day in my current work place. Mon i will be going to my new work place.

My Hubby ask: How do you feel? Excited?
Me: Dont know, mixed feeling.
My Hubby: How come, not excited meh?
Me: Really dont know.
My Hubby: Feel scared?
Me: excited and scare.
My Hubby: Whats there to scare...you really scary cat.
Me: .......... :(

People keep asking how i feel:

1. Excited?
2. Scared?
3. Happy?
4. Worried?
5. At last, no need serve those parents!
6. You can learn new things!

My Ans: ALL THE ABOVE. What ans can i give? I feel so mixed up, my feelings all MIXED up. I can only say i dont know how i feel as the the mixed feelings coming together, i dont know what to feel. I can only say if you knows beside you there is alway a devil and an angel. Only to see if the devils in you win or the angel in you win.

My devil very hardworking, every single day its reminding me all the negetive thoughts! What if not successful? You dont pass the probation how? You will be out of job, no one wants you! Your new manager no good how? Your new colleagues bully you how? You will be alone with no friends in a new place, how pathetic! You cant cope with your new job how? If too stress how how how.... I have to ask my angel to come out and drive the devil away!





My Angel told me: Theres nothing to worry about, be a brave girl. You dont have to face those nasty uncivilised customers, thats why you want to change right? You hate working in customer service line.

You want to go into admin line, you got it! You know whats your job scope and you know you can do it. You able to learn it. Be good be humble, people wont treat you bad as long you have a learning attitude. Dont understand, ASK! Wont die, wont loss a slice of your skin.

You are just earning a living, so dont worry too much, work hard sure to pass the 3 mths probation. You get to off on every sat and sun! Isnt that what you want? Same as your hubby! Mon to Fri 830am to 530pm. You will have more time to spend with your family. You will also get to know new people and make new friens rather than surrounded by china people.

Of course with friends encouragement, i feel braver and stronger, pushing the devil away, adding positive to myself. So Maggie! Say "goodbye to my old place and HELLO, here i come to new place!" Jia you lolx...Be brave!

We should learn to relax

Everytime when we walk pass by those coffee bean, bar... seeing those people sitting there relaxing, enjoying their drinks, chatting. My hubby will say they really know how to relax. I told him we too also can if we want too.

Seriously, we should learn how to relax. We are working very very hard, but dont know how to relax, learn to enjoy life. Our footstep are too fast, making us feeling too stress. Sometimes i cant even sleep at night, turning here and there, unable to let my body relax. Worrying this worrying that. There is NO peace in my mind. Making life feeling so miserable. Why cant we learn to be more relax? Even while walking, we walk very fast, like rushing against time. Why must rush, its our off day, shouldnt we be enjoying? Everyday i wake up, feeling vexed. This feeling is no good, if i can learn to be more relax, more positive, will my life be better?

Why do some people able to slow down their footstep? Why cant we just slow down a little, Wont it be nice if we could also sit down at a bar, relaxing, enjoying our drink, watching people walking pass. Dont think too much, just sit down there and dont think of anything. If possible go for a short trip. Enjoy our time relaxing and not rushing like a mad dog. Life would be more meaningful. We really should learn how to be more relaxed!

Do not be troubled about the furture, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful it will be worth remembering.

Living standard in singapore

Everyone is complaining, so whats wrong with singapore? A tiny little country with so many peoples fighting for a job, fighting to get into schools, fighting to get into mrt....

Singapore is really over flooded with people, may i ask how many of these PEOPLE are really Singaporeans? When i say singaporeans, i mean how many are really born here, not those from OTHER countries come here and get singapore citizenship. When we apply for bto, how many that apply for bto are really MADE IN SINGAPORE? When applying for job how many that also apply with you are MIS? When you apply for study in some schools, how many of those that also apply are MIS?

Why do we need so many FT here? Arent we over flooded? Everywhere we go, mrt, buses, on the road, all full of FT, out of 10 9 of them are FT. How are we going to get a job when so many FT fight with us? I dont believe most of the jobs only FT are suitable. From Admin Asst to Customer Service to sales...out of 10 i see 9 of them are non singaporean. What about the auntie that collect dishes in kopitiam? How many of them are really singaporeans auntie or uncle?

Living standard here are getting higher and higher only, but our pay stay fixed. Want us to have more babies, how to do it when you dont have enough savings? How to do it when your flat havent even come? All i know if i have no job i can go die. Cause you cant affort to be jobless here. I dont dare to think about future, thers no future in singapore...only nightmare.

If i have a chance, i would consider migrating to other countries. 2nd class citizens are better than being dogs right! Hahahaha.....

Hubby course starts today

My hubby course start today till july, every tue and thu he need to go study. Before he took up this course, he had been pondering over to or to not study.

I told him not to think too much...its free man! Think for what...its only a cert and study 5 mths. I want also dont have, i work in my current job for 7 years, not even a single course to go. His company so good let them go study. Pass or fail at least you have a chance. If i want to study i have to us my own money!

Say only mah...very easy to say. when i think over what i had said to my hubby, can i really do it if i am given this chance to study? Actually i am not very sure. Will i be able to absorb everything, will i be able to pass, will i be able to.....just like what my hubby say. What if fail? To work and study at the same time, and didnt study for so long, my mind should be rusty by now. To start all over again isnt easy.

Anyway too many of what if. Since there is a chance to study, just do your very best. Dont need to think too much cause it will only cause you to worry this and that. Study hard and get a pass!

Hubby...Jia you!!!! You can do it! :p

Waiting.....

Time is what we want most, but...what we use worst. What have i done all for these few years?

Time just passby every single day, without any goals.....Every single day spend is like wasting of time or i can say spend in earning money. Work n work...to earn a living. Whenever there is time i would rather sleep cause i feel so tired.

My Hubby thinks differently, he wants his time spend worth-while. He does not like to spend his time rotting at home. Sometimes i will start thinking, and i really wasting my time at home? But i enjoy rotting at home. Its my off day, i want to rot in my bed hahahha.

Well well, when i start to think back, actually we did many things in the past 2 years...

• Apply for BTO at punggol on 31 july 2009, throwing in $10 for the 3rd time.
• Went to HDB to sign OptionTo Purchasr on 12 Oct 2009, option fees $2000.
• Again went to HDB on 18 Dec 2009 to sign "The Agreement For Lease" where need to pay downpayment and $2000 will be returned to us.
• The waiting game start from now! So while waiting what else can we do?
• Look for master to select a wedding date for us. We decided to get marry in 2011 and our date was fixed on 15 Oct 2011. (ROM and AD on the same day)
• Once wedding settled, we can start to continue save money for our new flat. Still saving now.
• Look for ID/contractor, shopping for furniture etc...

Got a good news from HDB, by 2012 we can get our flats. To us, we hope to get it asap. We want a place of our own, that belong to us. Looking forward to throw $$ in hahahaha.

We are not rich, but we save very hard. We have been saving for many years. Once flat comes, we will have a big big hole in our account, but its worth it. How much time is needed to save a sum of $$ in Singapore? $$ will never be enough here. We can only do our best. And i hope i dont need to wait too long to get keys for our new flat. I want a place of my own asap haha. Waiting....

My Planning for 2012

Today to me is another boring tiring sunday, the same routine, wake up at 7am, bath make up wake hubby up, have a FAST breakfast together than send me to work. Wont it be nice if i am off too? We can sleep till 9am, wake up, have breakfast, do some marketing, go home, cook for hubby to eat and than decide how we want to spend our off day.....(dreaming).

I only get to off on alt sunday, hubby will feel very bored, dont know what to do while i work till 630pm. Most of the time he will voice up how nice it would be if i dont work on sat sun blah blah blah....the same old stories haha. I getting to feel moody whenever sat sun i have to work. I thinks its time for a change, if i dont change now, it might be more difficult for me to change later on.

My planning is:

• Change a job now, 3 mths probation.



• If everything goes smoothly as planned, by May my probation will be over. I would be a comfirmed staff in that company.



• Hubby taking up a course sponsor by his company( Certificate in Logistic Management), course will end in july.



• My house to come hopefully by Aug or Sep. (Please come early)



• To go taiwan again again if possible i want to make a child in taiwan wahahha.



• Once settle in new house, i would want to start planning to have a baby.

Now i starting my very 1st step in changing a job, where i get to off every sat and sun, having more time to be with my family. During our free time we could go look for ID/contractors, look for furniture etc.... enjoying our happy moments.....