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1st day of work

Today's my 1st day of work. Feeling so stress and scare. Afraid will do things wrong. How do i feel, i can only say feel nothing. Not happy and not sad...only feel damm moody. Dont feel like talking at all. Just moody lolx, no feelings now.

Its really silly, i also dont know what am i afraid of, maybe because my partner going on leave from this friday till 13 march than come back. I feel so scare. How much can she teach me in 4 days before she goes on leave? Even i write down all the notes, doesnt means i can remember what to do. Who can i look for? Another colleague? She might not even be able to help me.

I decide i will try out, its either they happy with me or i fail the 3 mths probation. Lucky for me my partner was very nice to me, she even guide me step by step. What she taught me today i can understand. My boss looks fierce, making me feeling more scare. Other department, well they do their own things. Maybe there are too many people compare to my previous work place, causing me to be more nervous. I cant remember any1 of them haha...think i am to scare.

Jolyne told me to take 1 step at a time, its only my 1st day. previous place work for 7 yrs now suddenly change an environment, sure feel scare and not use to it. In comfort zone for too long. In 1 weeks time i will feel different. I hope it will be like what she says. Good luck lolx...

3 comments:

  1. Anonymous27/2/12

    Of course it's natural to feel afraid of a whole new environment! Take things slow and easy, do things that you know and must always remember to ask when in doubt cos it's better than making mistakes. they know your background thru interviews so don't worry about not able to do anything. you can de!!!!!!!

    - jieyin

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  2. thanks missy...wapian notti you only think of seeing chiobu only lolx

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