When i am old

Hubby always ask me how will we look likes when we are at the age of 60. I told him I have no idea. Hair all white, shagging skin, teethless and become shorter? Or we wont live to the age of 60? Hubby asked me why must we grow old? Can we grow old but remain our young looks? I told him he can go for plastic surgery from top to bottom haha. I believe everyone are afraid to grow old, but we don’t have a choice, this is life.

I also did wonder how I will look like when I am old, will i look very ugly? Will i become shorter? I am already very short. But most important is to be healthy. No point to live so long if your health is so weak and unable to do anything, cant work, cant walk, sick everyday, in and out of hospital. It would be so torturing, no only that, you will need to spend alot of money before you die. Will you have so much to spend?

If I were to die, I hope I could die in my sleep, without those suffering. We cant affort to be so sick here, we will never have enough money for medical. My mum told me her sister's husband relative had stroke, admitted to hospital and her hospital fees almost reached $20,000! As it was very serious, need to be hospitalize for a long period, that means more $$ will be needed. So stay healthy, don’t be sick. How you looks like when you are old is not that important afterall. No matter how good you look, without health, its mean nothing at all. Is weather you have the health to enjoy anot when you are old.

Actually I didn’t think of how I will look like when I am old. I think of when i die, where will i go to? Will i know what is happening around me after i die? Is there really heaven and hell? Every religon have their own beliefs. I have heard a lot, but are they true? Till now I don’t really know, after I die, where will my soul goes to? Will i be able to feel any pain? Will my soul be standing there looking at my own body? Haha..... Those that says will go to hell or heaven, have they seen it before? If not how do they know? Well, till now i am still wondering.

If there is next life, i want to be born in Taiwan or Australia... :)